Here another great
discovery thanking my Water Fast that gives me the chance to use my brain and have a great
mental clarity about my life, my
reasons of binging: I realized that my life is lonely,
I'm happy overall because I got accustomed
to this lifestyle, but it's lonely.
Being alone every day home is
bringing me to look for distractions,
cooking is one of these. I love to cook and I feel I have to eat what I'm cooking, I have
the obsession of not wasting any food so I cook more and I eat more, of course I eat
even food that has no chance of being wasted and I do buy things that I really don't need.
Cooking and eating
is my night-out, my happy date, my fulfilling relationship, my get-together
with friends, my hobbies altogether.
It's everything fake of course, but
my mind needs it and that's why I will
still continue to binge, till all
those fake feelings will be replaced by real life events.
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