Days are passing after all, it’s been 26 days that I am not eating any solid food; never been so long without eating – I reached a
new personal record! I’m still far away
from my weight goal though; unfortunately I had lots of fat to shed
so lots of days are needed.
So far I’m ok, morning walks are becoming a bit of a challenge, but not crazy
really, I can still manage to come to the office and back home without major
issues. What’s a bit harder for me is
using my arms muscles; drying my
hair mostly, using the hair dryer is tough and I need to take breaks every few
seconds; I’m wondering if exercise
can help me with that.
What I don’t
like are my sleepless nights, I can’t sleep continuously
during the night and in the morning I don’t want to wake up at all, maybe also
because I’m getting bored at work – as usual. Apart from that I guess I’m ok, my tongue is not that white-coated, just a little; I’m not particularly hungry but I like to watch a lot of YouTube videos of Raw
Vegan recipes; I also try to
prepare something for my dad so I can satisfy my desire of cooking, and I
keep my mind busy from the food restriction.
I have to say, even while I’m cooking something delicious, I have no
cravings to try or taste whatever I’m cooking, I feel fine really.
I noticed that during a Water Fast I bruise easily, and it takes time to go away the bruise; this is apparently a common thing
for fasters. Today I have a bit of lower
back pain, maybe I need an enema,
I didn’t do in the past few days, but I don’t feel the need to at the moment. My
weight is going down very
slowly,
as I was expecting; I estimated another
2 weeks for me to reach my weight
goal, but I’ll see how the next days will go, I’m just afraid my weakness can
get worst and it will become harder for me to do my daily activities.
I still don’t fit in lots of my dresses,
even though I lost some weight in these 26
days, I still have a lot of fat
on me, this is something that really bothers me, because 26 days is a long time to stay without food, and although
there are people doing Water Fasts for
40 days, it is still a big number for me! I know I should be stronger and think that days will pass
and eventually I’ll get there, where
I want to be, in happiness with my
body, with my cravings, sure that I
killed some parasites and got rid of
lots of my addictions for certain type of junk food.
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