It's been already 47 days into this 3rd Round of HCG and I'm still over 61Kg, this stumbling block that I cannot overcome and that feels
like forever. I should also admit
that it is partially my fault, I'm
not following Dr. Simeons protocol religiously this time around, I have
lots of cravings and I'm not distracted enough here at work to feel motivated
and stick to my diet. Some days I feel stronger, some others I almost give up to
the chocolate bar that is sitting in my desk's drawer since few days now.
In these days I'm switching position within my company and
also thinking to use some of my vacation days left to go somewhere warm South,
I do feel afraid a bit though, last
time I was in Mexico I ended up falling back off the wagon in my depressing
binge eating habits losing all the progresses I had made with my first Round of HCG. It was the worst thing that could ever happen to me! Not just
because of the weight gain but the psychological aspect of being a binge eater is unforgiven for my mental
health!
I'm wondering if all these cravings are due to TOM coming soon, usually when I'm under
HCG my period gets messed up because of the very low calories intake. I imagine that the body cannot support a regular menstrual cycle under these
conditions.
Today I had great plans on not drinking any coffee for the whole day, and I have to say…I
started very well, I had a couple of chamomile
teas for breakfast this morning and then eventually I gave up to my coconut chocolate bar and I already had 2 coffees
with cream! What's wrong with me? Why I cannot stick to this protocol anymore?
Losing faith in the Diet is extremely
negative, I'm not sure I can go back
into my eating regiment if I keep going in this direction. Please strengths come
to me!! HCG please help me! Dr. Simeons – if you're somewhere over there – help me please!! Ok, I know I'm on
a delirium here…
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