It's Saturday today and I am speechless on what's happening
to my body. I woke up a bit later this morning, had my HCG injection and went to bed again, I felt kind of hungry when I woke
up, but too tired to do anything else. Good news was that my scale reported a 2Kg weight loss this morning; I thought
ok, that was exactly what I gained during Loading Days so no big deal. After
sleeping another 3/4 hours I woke up again and wondering if I was hungry or
not, I'm really trying to listen to my body, to see how this Diet is going, and
mostly because I did not find any trace of Ketosis this morning in my urine, so
I was worried about the overall diet. Well I wasn't hungry – at all – I tried to drink a bit of a terrible
French Roast decaf coffee, I couldn't swallow and I throw it away.
Since I had to work today I prepared my lunch and snacks to
bring with me in the office, with my Vitamins and Detox tea too. Since this
morning I do not care about food, I
don't feel hungry but mostly I do not
care about eating! I felt a couple of times my stomach growling but I
didn't care much eating, it was like my brain, my desires were completely
disconnected by the urge to eat, to think about food, I wanted to do other
things, I felt anything else would have more relevance than "eating", and trust me for a Binge
Eater with compulsive desire of food and addictions, this is absolutely astonishing!
I'm speechless, HCG gives me so much energy, I feel I
can go for a run, at the gym, talking even faster than my usual (wherever is possible!), eventually I had
to force myself to go in the kitchen and grab my salad, I'm trying to eat an orange
and I'm not even enjoying it. It's just incredible
to me how this hormone is changing my body, my mind, that's what I always
wanted, I'm on a 500 Calories diet and no hunger pain, no desire of sugar, not even thinking of
what I'm going to eat tonight or so. I used to have food always stuck in my
mind, constantly thinking: when I'm going
to eat and what I'm going to eat next.
Now I don't care, I can't even
believe it! It's the first time since more than a year that I didn't feel like
this. During my Dr. Bernstein Diet I felt always
hungry, dizzy, constantly weak and sleepy, even though the doctor told me that
I should've felt fabulous all the times, well it didn't happen to me, with just
Vitamins B and a starvation Diet what do you expect?!
I've to admit it, although I read so many good things about
the HCG Diet and Dr. Simeons
Protocol, I was a bit skeptical about it. I thought it was too good to be
true, I had to try in person and have my personal opinion about it. At the end
everybody is different, someone can find Dr.
Bernstein Diet perfect and be able to maintain what is lost forever. Me, I
wasn't and what I read in the past about dieting in general and how human body
reacts on stressful diet (see my Binge
Eating Disorder), made me realize that I need more a cure than a Diet, something that will set me free from this food-addiction in my mind. I hope I
found it, I'm already thinking if I could just use HCG for the rest of my life, to remove from my brain the obsession
of food, to help maintain this positive and healthy approach on what I eat!
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