Friday
– Dry Fast Day #2
3:30
PM – 40hrs
Second Day of my Dry Fast, just 40hrs but
it’s going well; I did not have any headache as for now. My cravings are still
strong but not enough to make me break the Dry Fast. I don’t feel thirsty,
neither hungry, but my mouth is beginning to feel awful because of my tongue;
sometime I’m wondering if my breath is bad; hopefully not.
I’m urinating normally, maybe today a bit
less than yesterday but I didn’t see major differences; I hope this means that
my kidneys are filtering as expected.
I went for a walk during lunch time; I
bought some new clothes in larger size; now nothing fits me anymore and, so
much I hate it, every morning I struggle to find something to wear.
I was looking at food, during my lunch
walk, I was jealous looking at skinny people, able to have normal meals, not
addicted to food. But I didn’t buy anything editable, I’m actually trying to
avoid to read or look at anything that is food related; I’m not forcing myself
though, I guess with the vision that this fast will be very long I do not have
any interest in food at the moment.
Sometime I wonder why I don’t drink, that I
would like to drink something, and then I repeat to myself all the reasons why.
It’s a war against my inner self this one, a bloody battle with psychological weapons,
so hard to fight.
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